July 5,2009

2:32pm

Woke up around 1pm. Talked to a few friends about their 4th. It is the same ole same ole. Bbqs, cookouts, fireworks, and partying. I am glad I stayed  at home. I don’t want to cheat. If I do, I have to start all over again. Didn’t take the salt water today. When I woke up I went to the restroom immediately and flushed my system out. So I figured, what is the purpose of the salt water? To flush my system out. Been there done that. Don’t have too much to say. I hope I have lost weight. I am not sure as I have been in sweat pants and large white t-shirts for the last few days. Besides, I do not want to weigh myself until day 5. Give it some time to really work. Get on the scale and be 10lbs lighter. Woo Hoo

9:16pm

I finally made it back home. We went to see Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosarus today.If you are wondering. I had some bottled spring water for my treat. No popcorn, no candy, not cheating. I haven’t really been drinking my lemonade today. So far I am at 3- 8oz glasses. But I am not hungry. But I promise I will force myself to drink at least 3 more glasses and I am taking 2 laxative teas tonight. I like doing that. Esp since I woke up when right away. I normally drink one at night and one in the wee hours of the morning. So it is kind of like I am replacing my SWF with a laxactive. Plus, I had a good movement his morning, so I am excited. My bestfriend starts tomorrow. I am going to push her hard. I will be her champion cheerleader. She needs to get healthy and I support her 100%. We have been best friends since the 6th grade. So she knows I have her back in every way.

I may post more later. But this is day 3 people. Going strong. Going long. Oh I was thinking again about how amazing it is that the body needs so little to survive on. You would think that I feel weak and tired. But I am actually very alert and strong. I even hopped all the way from the movie theatre to the truck. I feel good.

12:18pm

So I am thinking of quitting. I am not hungry, but I am tired of doing it. I have read some articles that say it is unsafe. I have read some forums where a few (the minority) say that they didn’t lose any weight or they just lost 5lbs.  Then I am just tired of not living my life. I have decided what I want to eat when I can finally eat. I want 1/2 of a T-bone steak with a side of mussels and 2 cheese egg omelets. I know it sounds funny, but I want it. They are my 3 favorite foods. I normally eat them weekly.

I took my laxative a few minutes ago. So I am awaiting.